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Tomorrow's the big day. In 19 1/2 16 hours, I'll be under the knife… - Happy's Obsession
or what I do between bouts of Real Life
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Tomorrow's the big day. In 19 1/2 16 hours, I'll be under the knife - for the first time. I'm trying not to think about it, only about the 2 Valium they're going to give me when I get there to get me calm. Then I'm going to sleep, and when I wake up, I'll deal with whatever I have to deal with.

*feels sick*
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quinn222 From: quinn222 Date: August 2nd, 2005 12:37 am (UTC) (Link)
*hugs*

I'll be thinking of you.
equusentric From: equusentric Date: August 2nd, 2005 12:45 am (UTC) (Link)
You'll be fine! {{{{{HUGS}}}}}
ozbrat From: ozbrat Date: August 2nd, 2005 12:50 am (UTC) (Link)
Best wishes Susan. Any kind of operation is scary but hang in there, you'll be fine :)
From: itsjustkristen Date: August 2nd, 2005 12:52 am (UTC) (Link)
Take care, I'll be thinking of you. When you can, let us know how you are.
bliss_ From: bliss_ Date: August 2nd, 2005 12:56 am (UTC) (Link)
*hugs*
damietta From: damietta Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:03 am (UTC) (Link)
Sending good energy your way, Susan.
sandid From: sandid Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:32 am (UTC) (Link)
Sending good thoughts your way....
darksylvia From: darksylvia Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:34 am (UTC) (Link)
I know it's useless to tell you not to think about it, but, DISTRACTION! That is the key.
qafhappy From: qafhappy Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:46 am (UTC) (Link)
I know! I went to see Mr & Mrs Smith today. It definitely took my mind off it for 2 hours!

Damn, they are beautiful!
teary_eyed2 From: teary_eyed2 Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:45 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm not sure you want my vibes (since I've been through this shit already) but I'll certainly send good thoughts (or naughty ones if you prefer ;)).
qafhappy From: qafhappy Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:47 am (UTC) (Link)
*is worried*

But I'll take the naughty vibes!
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gaedhal From: gaedhal Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:57 am (UTC) (Link)
Mine's in 2 weeks!

Good luck -- and ask for drugs!
qafhappy From: qafhappy Date: August 2nd, 2005 03:10 am (UTC) (Link)
Best of luck to you... and I'm definitely asking for drugs. In fact, I get 2 Valium as soon as they check me in. And they can't come soon enough...
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sapphire9977 From: sapphire9977 Date: August 2nd, 2005 02:14 am (UTC) (Link)
I'm thinking of you! I know you'll come out better than new! *BIG HUGS!!!!*
mi_nion From: mi_nion Date: August 2nd, 2005 02:23 am (UTC) (Link)
You know I didn't realize this was you first surgery. No wonder you're nervous.
It'll be fine, really. Go find some smut and take your mind off things.
BTW I really do the deep breathing, not quite meditating stuff and it help mes stay calm. Basically you just kinda zone out and focus only on breathing in and out in a nice slow pace. I kinda say inside my head. "breathe in, breathe out." At the same time I focus on how my body feels as I breath and only that. If I feel my anxiety level start to rise or my mind wandering to what if, I refocus and breathe. Mutter it under your breathe if need be. When I worked in the hospital I had GLITTER WANDS I use to use to give kids something to focus on. I still have a small key chain one that I sometimes take with me to doctors appointments.
Okay that's my boring tip for the day. Seriously, you''l be find and I'll be sending good vibes your way.
beloved4always From: beloved4always Date: August 2nd, 2005 02:54 am (UTC) (Link)
will be sending positive energy your way Happy (((hugs)))
loverly From: loverly Date: August 2nd, 2005 02:55 am (UTC) (Link)
<3
loverly From: loverly Date: August 2nd, 2005 02:56 am (UTC) (Link)
i mean ♥
eyesfullofhope From: eyesfullofhope Date: August 2nd, 2005 03:08 am (UTC) (Link)
Take care! I'll be thinking about you.
andtheafterglow From: andtheafterglow Date: August 2nd, 2005 03:19 am (UTC) (Link)
GOOD LUCK!! we're all thinking of you. ♥
blameitonsciety From: blameitonsciety Date: August 2nd, 2005 03:44 am (UTC) (Link)
Just wanted to say: good luck with ur surgery! :)
its_ktd From: its_ktd Date: August 2nd, 2005 04:03 am (UTC) (Link)
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow ♥

Don't be scurred. I bet it'll be fine!!
severina2001 From: severina2001 Date: August 2nd, 2005 04:09 am (UTC) (Link)
*hugs you*
luceononuro From: luceononuro Date: August 2nd, 2005 04:24 am (UTC) (Link)
The walk won't be any less frightening - but I hope it is some comfort that you have so many people wishing you godspeed in your surgery and blessed health in your future ♥
twistinside82 From: twistinside82 Date: August 2nd, 2005 05:27 am (UTC) (Link)
Love and luck, Happy. I'll be thinking of you. *hugs*
dawnybee From: dawnybee Date: August 2nd, 2005 06:46 am (UTC) (Link)
sending you good thoughts and keeping you in my prayers.
It'll go just fine!

weirdqafan From: weirdqafan Date: August 2nd, 2005 07:36 am (UTC) (Link)
I'll definitely be thinking about ya hun. And I hope that all goes well. And that you have nice Valium-induced dreams.
*hugs*
crangirl39 From: crangirl39 Date: August 2nd, 2005 11:01 am (UTC) (Link)
Sending good thoughts your way! Gooad Luck
shape5 From: shape5 Date: August 2nd, 2005 01:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
*crossing fingers until further notice*

Thinking of you.
crazy4qaf From: crazy4qaf Date: August 2nd, 2005 02:09 pm (UTC) (Link)
Not that will help you any, but despite everything, try to stay optimistic through the whole ordeal. You know, try to find something happy to think about. And I really, really hope everything will be ok. Support vibes are being sent your way across the ocean, all the way from eastern Europe. *hugs*
seedyapartment From: seedyapartment Date: August 2nd, 2005 11:38 pm (UTC) (Link)
I wish you the best of luck. :)

<3333 Thinkin' of ya.
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