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I'm exhausted. The owner is hiring a new doc "a few days a week",… - Happy's Obsession
or what I do between bouts of Real Life
I'm exhausted. The owner is hiring a new doc "a few days a week", and I'm wondering if my job is secure. I mean, I have had some issues with being a little late to work in the past (but not now), and can't seem to work quite up to the 4 pts/hr pace that would be desired. I mean, I do, but I run behind, so sometimes patients are not so happy. And I don't blame them.

I got my schedule for tomorrow. At first, I thought it must be the owners, because there were exams like every 15 minutes for significant portions of the day, 1st day post ops, gonioscopy... all in 15 minute slots. And I have to do it. Somehow. Even though I usually only see 2 exams per hour, and 1-2 follow-ups. Because there is someone sniffing around my job, and it's the best job I've ever had. I just don't know how I'll do it, because I really don't feel right cutting any corners, and the insurance companies say it isn't a full exam unless you do a whole bunch of tests which sometimes are important (ie - if the patient has complaints, or you can elicit them), but often are not needed.

And I'm dealing with my Dad probably having his final illness (usual interstitial pneumonia), one of my best friend with inoperable lung cancer, and my cat, who seems to have gained a bit of weight on the "all meat" diet, but is still bone thin - my previously fat cat.

I can't even get Xmas presents wrapped, yet alone to the parcel store to ship, so I'll have to take them on the plane in checked baggage, and hope they don't get lost.

And I just can't take it.

But on a brighter note... AVATAR IS ALMOST HERE!!!

Even though I work this weekend, I'm going to find a way to see it, maybe Sun PM, in iMax 3D!
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severina2001 From: severina2001 Date: December 18th, 2009 12:53 pm (UTC) (Link)
I don't even know what to say. I offer *snuggles*.
gaeln From: gaeln Date: December 18th, 2009 05:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
I hope your day went better than you'd expected, that you were able to accomplish what they wanted without compromise. As to the rest, I am so sorry, I hope being able to get things out through lj helps.
bliss_ From: bliss_ Date: December 19th, 2009 08:44 pm (UTC) (Link)
*sends hugs and positive vibes your way*
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